Life without your dearest one (or two) (or three?)

If you ever wonder what does it feels like to be separated with someone (or many) you are SUPER close to, it feels horrible I guarantee. Especially when they met someone new already, you'll feel left out. It's not that I'm gonna bitch around and complain about it, the main problem is actually me, myself.

I find it kinda hard to be in a new sircumstances, following the fact that I am a Taurus (which clearly doesn't like drastic changes), and I find it awkward to get to know someone new WHICH explain why I am so freakin quiet and dead in front of some people I just met.
I hate the fact that I'm not that good at being interesting or attractive, really. I've tried to be more open and friendly towards new people around me but it doesn't seem to be working out. Not sure whether this is actually happening or it's just me and my own insecurities, but everyone (really literally everyone) seem to blend in easily with their new environment and class.

I'm not gonna lie, at first I was freaking out knowing that I would be all alone without anyone I'm close with in my new class. It felt so weird. I got no one to talk to, no one to be crazy idiot with, no one to go lunch with, etc. I missed my VA1C despite how weird that class was <3
Slowly I started to know my classmates more and more. Eventhough I still felt awkward with some (I admit), but I'm really grateful that they're not being snobish. I'm hoping that I can be friend with you guys without ever feeling awkward in the future<3

Note to self: Please just stop being a social-awkward weirdo, Natasha. Like seriously.

<3